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 Assalamualaikum and hi everyone. I won't be asking how's life going so far because I believe most of us are struggling with this new norm regardless where we are. But I do hope we all can get through this, slowly but surely, may He always guide our steps in this life, Ameen.

So, this is my third week of my first semester in degree. So far, hmm... not really good, but not that bad either. Only that it's quite difficult to adapt myself to this degree life. I mean, of course, it's different from diploma. Bila masuk degree ni lecturer semua macam "okay you guys have learnt this before so I assume you guys should understand this". Kalau untuk subjek pharmacy practice tu aku boleh terima la sebab saki baki memori ada lagi, hasil peninggalan masa praktikal dulu. Kalau chemistry ? Hm boleh termenung aku. Pastu dengan subjek baru pulak, dia ni macam sepupu chemistry, tak rileks langsung bendanya. Tapi aku bersyukur, lecturer semua baik-baik dan memahami. Dan satu benda lagi nak bersyukur sebab 5 daripada 6 subjek sem ni aku dah pernah belajar masa diploma dulu so tinggal nak kena refresh je. Oh tidak dilupakan subjek falsafah. Bercakap pasal subjek ni, dulu masa nak daftar subjek, bukan main happy la sebab dengar ceritanya subjek ni boleh dapat pengecualian kredit. Tup tup silibusnya lain so kena ambik jugak. Okay, redha lagi time tu sebab dalam kepala ni ingat ni subjek agama. Rupanya more to philosophy and I was like . . . . . . . . . . . . 

I didn't sign up for this :')

Jadi, pilihan yang ada hanyalah untuk menempuhi segalanya dengan penuh kesabaran.

Kesabaran.

Kesabaran.

Tapi serius, degree ni susah.

Bila difikirkan balik, aku rasa ragu-ragu pulak dengan pilihan aku. Am I doing the right thing which is sambung belajar? Sebab tetiba rasa macam daripada belajar tinggi2, baik aku kerja. At least dapat duit. Start awal, dapat banyak pengalaman. Belajar tinggi2 pun, lepas FRP still takde jaminan boleh dapat jawatan tetap. Kebanyakan orang zaman sekarang pulak memang kerja di luar bidang masing-masing, so what's the point of struggling now ?

I don't know because the future is a mystery. Aku cuma mampu pujuk diri aku untuk kuatkan semangat dan harungi benda ni. Even though the future is a mystery, it is a mystery written by Him. So aku sepatutnya tak perlu risau sebab Dialah sebaik-baik perancang. Tugas aku sekarang ialah ikhlaskan hati, tuntut ilmu sebanyak mungkin dan teruskan berdoa. Memang diakui, at times, aku rasa lost, unmotivated and malas yang amat. Tapi mungkin inilah yang dinamakan dugaan. So, let's get back on the track and fight.

Semoga Allah gantikan kesusahan ini dengan kesenangan pada masa akan datang. Kepada yang membaca, semoga Allah permudahkan urusan anda. Wassalam and bye :)





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